The Word Indifference

Reason For Love . 

Everyone in this world have something precious to them . That precious thing is something that it would kill them to lose it .

This leaves me with more question than I can count .

What is the form of this precious thing ? 

Some say life is precious to them .

Some say their loved one's is the precious thing .

Some say their wealth is precious to them .

Some says their instrument is their lifeline .

I once meet a boy who loved his instrument more than life itself . For his instrument he is willing to do all kind of sacrifice . I found this beautiful yet confusing because I have never felt that way , never felt the need to love something so much that it may cause me physical ache . Sometime I find myself a cold person for not feeling an ounce of passion for anything in this world . 

If something important to me had been lost .

I would be sad about it for a period of time but in the end I would have learned to accept it .

I have never craved for anything .

I allow things to flow in it's own pace .

Even if I feel for someone hard I would still just take a step back , close my eyes , hide both my hands behind me and smile . I would never want to hold him or want him as mine . Why would I even want to grab him as mine ?  In the end we would both have to part ways might as well never start . My heart would not allow it . I have no reason to love or to wish . 

It's sad fact .

I might be a really cold bitch that couldn't trust this world enough but this is who I am and no one has manage to change it . Not even myself .

Tell me if you found me a reason to throw away this indifference attitude of mine . 

Give me a reason for love .

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